some previous dreams

the other night i had a dream that chase wanted to start dating rachel brown, as well as being married to me. i was pissed as hell. somehow shannon lueders and drew michel made an appearance in this one...


i also had a dream that my mom was a teacher or something and was on a field trip with her grade-school students. we were at walmart, early, getting some snacks. my mom gets angrier and angrier that it's taking so long as i'm struggling to help all the little kids get their stuff. so when all the kids are on board, she up and leaves me at walmart...pissed as hell (and in slow motion), i give the bus the biggest middle finger ever. she stops the bus, comes into walmart yells the hell out of me. that's it.

joker dream #1:
batman is my dad and the whole dream consists of multiple endings for the dark knight...joker is hunting our family and is ten times scarier than in the movie...in one of them, buildings are blowing up all around and i seek refuge in a whore house, hiding in a wardrobe, while the girls (who look like 50s style pink ladies) put their faces on, oblivious to the outside destruction...the other "endings" are less interesting...

another:
chase was reading to me from the alcoholics anonymous daily devotional, sounding out the words, etc...

another:
(preface to the dream: chase had to work at the apple store for the weekend and was gonna get my computer. i had been debating whether or not to get one because we already have a computer...)

anyway, and i still can't believe this didn't actually happen, i wake up as chase is leaving and say "i want the computer" and he says back to me with a cheeky little smile, "no, you don't need it..." it pisses me off, but im too tired to say anything.

so when i wake up (this isn't the dream anymore) i text chase saying he can't just tell me no like i'm his child, followed by some reasons why having the computer would be a good idea...he responds with a "wtf, i said it was your decision..."